Surviving

I'm so happy it's November! I have a pretty packed month, mostly doctor appointments and stuff, but some fun stuff too! Like hopefully going to RenFest one of these weekends, and seeing "Into The Woods" at THS, and THANKSGIVING!! Love that holiday. I can't wait to make casseroles and mashed potatoes with my mom. It also brings up the memory of that one Thanksgiving Eve my sophomore year of high school where I had a "phone party" with Tim, Chelsey, Brooke S, and like ten other people and we stayed up on the phone until the sun rose on Thanksgiving morning. I only got 2 hours of sleep, but it was amazing nonetheless.

I started physical therapy on Tuesday and I have an appointment today and every Friday from here on out for the next month or so. It's kind of depressing that I'm seventeen and going to physical therapy, but I'm willing to try anything to escape this pain once and for all. I'm just so sick of living like this. Sometimes I think it'd be easier to just die. If only I could be free of all this crap that's invading my body and just be normal again. It's going to be so hard and so painful, but I'm going to beat this.

On a lighter, less morbid note, APO Mafia Tag 2008 started and I'm proud to announce that I have not yet been killed. I haven't exactly killed my target yet either because he carries around a giant umbrella to shield himself with, that jerk, but I'll get him eventually. Ryan's been texting me updates on his whereabouts haha. Heather was set up by Darrel and J.R. and got killed yesterday... *moment of silence*. Oh, and my hit person tried to set me up today and I almost fell for it. They called me, pretending to be the Godfather, and arranged a duel in the UTC parking lot at 1:00. I agreed and went to Devin's to get his gun because it shoots much faster than mine. That's when we realized that the Godfather wouldn't have called me directly, because he's supposed to call the Don with all information regarding our family, so the person who called me was definitely not the Godfather and I was being set up. Then they called me again while I was at Devin's and "made a deal" with me. If I got Devin (the Don of our family) to tell the Godfather that my hit person has attempted to kill me, then my life would be spared. Apparently, he's too lazy to come after me himself and doesn't want to get assassinated by the Godfather (if you don't attempt to kill your target within 48 hours, the Godfather will send assassins after you). So basically, the duel was a trap that I almost fell into, and my hit person will probably get assassinated this weekend. Bahahaha! I love this game!

In other news, I'm going to Austin tomorrow with my mom to get acupuncture (I will try ANYTHING) and I'm actually really excited because I found out that there's a Wienerschnitzel in Austin! I miss their chili cheese fries so much! Whoa there, fatty.

Anyway, I'm skipping English AND Math today for the Mafia Tag, which should prove how intense and life-consuming this silly game really is, but I'm having so much fun!

Love.